Speak louder...I can't hear you!

Lately I've been feeling like I'm supposed to be doing something and I'm not. Ever have that feeling?

Recently I've put off doing a lot of things ... some out of busyness and some out of laziness. I know God has been tugging at me...I just don't know what it is he's saying to me.

I know he wants me to devote more time to him. One of the things I've been neglecting is a REGULAR quiet time. I still do it..but not regularly. This morning Bagel did it again...woke me up earlier then I wanted to get up...and I was able to have my quiet time. I prayed, I read my bible, I read a christian "self help" book. So quiet time is done...Check!

Something is still missing...(and BTW, I know that things aren't just supposed to all get better because I read my bible ONE day...). I just have this feeling that God is telling me something..and I just can't hear it!

A million thoughts and ideas run through my head. And still nothing. I can't even "surrender" it to him...because I'm not even sure what "it" is!

I feel like God is saying something BIG is about to happen. I feel like he's about to use me in a BIG way. I just don't know how or when.

I know he's been showing me a few areas of my life I need to work on.
- Stop being lazy.
- Get over your materialism.
- Be content with what I've given you.
- Get out there more.

The list goes on and on. And I feel it...I feel it in my body. He's trying to get through to me. I feel like he's saying...be prepared. But be prepared for what?

I know...None of this makes sense...but that's common when it comes to God's plans. But one thing is for sure...when it's God's plan...it all works out.